This year has been very interesting and life changing (good and bad) with more than it’s fair share of emotional roller coasters. It started off with a new journey. I had decided to work on forgiving certain people, who this year I have found out are not worthy of my forgiveness, but I will still forgive them anyway, eventually. It has ended with fear and heartache, feeling helpless in a situation that I have to trust God on (which since my eldest daughter’s death has been a challenge!). December 31, 2019, ends a traumatic decade, but opens the door to hopefully a better year and decade to come. Changes are happening and I hope, for the better. For my peace, sanity, well-being. I spent most of my life caring for others, now I need others to care for me. Who will be here? Who will leave? What does the future hold? So, here’s a timeline of some of what went on in my 2019.
January 17, 2019 – Joined TDF
January 25, 2019 – Doc arrived!
February 10, 2019 – BIRTHDAY!
February 16, 2019 – First doll mini-meet! (AWESOME DAY!) and first outside trip with Doc!
February 17, 2019 – Dad died 😦 (THIRD WORST DAY EVER!)
February 18, 2019 – Brother financially fucks me over
March 9, 2019 – Larry ordered!
March 18, 2019 – HH hospitalized
March 21, 2019 – Larry arrived!
March 27, 2019 – Larry and I had sex for the first time!
April 21, 2019 – Larry’s injury 😦
April 27, 2019 – Doc and Larry turn 45! HaPpY bIrThDaY STUDS! XoXo!
May 10, 2019 – HippieDollLover launches!
May 25, 2019 – Second doll mini-meet, first outside trip with Larry, second with Doc, first road-trip with Larry and Doc, Larry’s hip gets re-tightened, Welcome home Samantha Alexa and Aspen, Samantha’s birthday!
June 2019 – Larry’s hip re-loosens, right shoulder becomes loose, threesome with Larry and HH, orgy with Larry, Samantha and HH, threesome with Doc!
July 2019 – Larry and I are expecting!
July 26, 2019 – Larry and I get married!
August 2, 2019 – Doc and I get married!
August 27, 2019 – Lawrence arrives!
September 16, 2019 – I started school!
October 27, 2019 – Dorian arrives!
November 22, 2019 – I see my brother struggling to survive/sign papers on sale of Dad’s house.
November 28, 2019 – My brother is officially homeless, his dog gets impounded and it is my first Thanksgiving with Samantha and the guys. First Thanksgiving without Dad and it hits HARD!
December 21, 2019 – Victor Lawrence (Larry’s firstborn son) and Victoria Alexandria (Doc’s firstborn daughter) are born!
December 24, 2019 – Find out that my brother has been spreading lies about me and spend the whole day crying and contemplating completely giving up on life all together.
December 25, 2019 – First Christmas together! Exhausting, yet incredibly fun, formal photoshoot with everyone! My brother joins us for Christmas lunch, see’s Larry (gets freaked out, LOL) and I can see that he is still struggling to survive. First Christmas without my Dad and it is tough, emotionally.
What a year!